im not always as confident as i seem.. there are many nights && many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held. always. sometimes i dont want to talk about what is bothering me.. sometimes i just want a hug.. someone who will let me cry. i like when boys cry in front of me; when people arent afraid to show what there really feeling. i dont like when people run from there true feelings because it doesnt do them any good. i wear my heart on my sleeve but i am not naive. i know what it feels like to be completely broken && i am all to familiar with what it means to be hurt. i know what its like to see something funny && not laugh. ive been taken advantage of, used, && abused. my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart... && my trust in people has not diminished. to be completely honest, i hope it never does. EVER.